S P A C E

S P A C E- WTH will go wrong with that?

Everything. Call me insane, again, but everything will go wrong. What im talking about is in relationship.

Let me tell u story, and this is from my side.

A man and a women, will fall in love. They'll pledge to be on their best behavior and effort for each other. Think about it, we all got our own time, and our own life journey that we have to go through before we got here. To where exactly we are standing.

So everyone got their own reasons, and experiences.

What i can say is, giving out too much spaces, u will end up down in the drain. Yes, not meeting each other or hanging out everyday might do u good. But, too much of them will hurt ur relationship.

Its not right to judge people by their mistakes and bad behavior, worst if u do comparisons.

I tend to be quiet all the time and not compare people, but when i do, ill try my best not to say it out loud.

Because i know, im not perfect myself and all these times, for 23 years, ive been given enough space in my life to suffer or to learn the hard truth about life lessons by my parents.

SO thats why im afraid of spaces. U see, when u give out too much spaces, they will be expert at something. Covering things up, Comparing you to someone else, Sneaking around your back, etcs..

Why cant i just find something else to do? I couldnt.

Should i not go and talk to a guy when my loved one is twitting with other girls? Bhahaha am i jelous of twitter? No im not, im just seeing things differently. Im not saying im trying to complain, but, if it does, well, its gonna sound stupid, i know.

U see, im giving out spaces. Im trying to give myself some space as well.

Its not revenge, its a fair trade. If u can compare, so do i. Well i live long enough to understand people.

SPACE is important, but the more u acknowledge them, u gonna drift far far away.

Lets not say that.

Lets say, SPACE will do us good. Yes, i can deal with that, but im not gonna be all quiet.

Coz space, for me, somehow, will either be the best decision u'll ever make, or the worst.