Friday, January 4, 2013

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Age.

Matters. A lot. While most of the girls are starting to think they should settle down, get married, have kids, me on other hands, NO.

I wanna learn. And learn more about life, about creating my path, about crafting my future,first, then i would think to settle down.

Why bother to get married when u have absolutely no idea of how hard it will be outside?

Its a fierce world, the least person u may think would be there to hold out a knife down your throat and boom- u're dead.

Im not saying i had a lot of experience, but i think its enough, all right.

I had those moment; The One Moment: the moment where u think u've met ur Mr Right Guy, the Im-Gonna-Kill-Myself Moment where everything crumbles in ur life and u felt like nothing's working so its better to die, the Pathetic Moment where u just wanna crawl up to ur bed and snuggle to sniff ur best blanket and cry all night, the Im a Star moment where u feel like u r making a change, or a sudden impact to someone's life by doing something and etc..

But why settle down now?

Afraid of getting hurt i think may b one of the answer.

Vicious land. But with a twist. Everyone seems nice. Everyone seems happy, except u.

WRONG.

Everyone's unhappy about something all the time. The sweetest girl might kept some skeleton in the closet. The most vicious looking man might just be a very good guy.

People struggle to keep up with expectation their whole life.

I do too. A lot.

So, lets just give our poor heart a rest, and think before leaping into something that is so huge.

After all, age is just a number.

But, the way u see ur life, well, that counts.

Just saying~

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